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Saturday
February 8, 2003
   

 


 
i am the sum
of my addictions,
the routines i fall
back into so easily.
sometimes i think
very hard about
what i'm going
to do the next day
and i wake up
and do it and then
it's done and i won-
der what it was worth
given all the possi-
bilities open to me.
it seems i'm most
satisfied when i do
nothing, feel in some
way i'm being more
honest with myself,
potential has been met.
that was the logic that
found me in dive bars
on weekday afternoons
,
not dreaming or striving,
but simply being, drink
after drink appearing
in my hand.