hard to tell where flower ends and bee
begins in this tangled symbiotic dance. when i
was a child, my mother cultivated sunflowers,
posed proudly with them looming overhead. not
sure i directly remember, but i can picture the
pictures, lost except as memory. sarah's been
leading the charge on gardening, with my sole
suggestion being sunflowers, now grown so tall i
had to reach high to photograph these bees. mom
was a soft touch when it came to nature, could
forget human cares entranced by the workaday
marvels of the cosmos continually reshaping
itself. her last wish was for her ashes to be
sown at the base of a sapling but that tree
didn't survive its first minnesota winter, just
another collapsed pattern in the eternal
reorganization of matter. that living memorial
was a bust but, for me at least, these flowers
evoke her spirit--the way she'd
close her eyes, smile, and lift her face to the
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