ever get the
feeling that everything you've done has been in
vain?
long ago, when i was young and the world seemed flat
and expansive
as a playing field extending infinitely in every
direction, i read a
poem
by paul violi
that took the form
of an index to the biography of an
artist,
with a thrice repeated line that's stuck with me
ever since: Disavows all his work
the implications of that seemed enormous and
incomprehensible to my naive mind,
but it's starting to make sense. and as it follows
the rule of
three, it's just funny--a cosmic
joke on striving, succeeding, then acknowledging the
ultimate folly of all human endeavor.
what am i even doing here? i've been trying to
capture feelings, but like fireflies expiring in
jars with holes punched in the lid, they're better
off free. as of today, been doing this for 27
years.
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