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Ever get the feeling your brains
have been sucked out? I think that's what
happened to this magnificent dragonfly,
victim
(I suspect) of a wasp because a bird would
have made
a bigger mess; here it appeared the head had
been scraped
clean with mandibular precision. Must have been an
ambush
because I found it clinging lifelike as if it
didn't know what hit it.
I had my brain scooped out one tiny spoonful at a
time, all the TV
I watched as a child, the rot and waste of
replacing a natural mind
with sitcoms, blockbusters, and commercials--the
lowest common
denominators in a simulacrum of culture. I
sympathize with this 'fly
cuz I too have nothing left behind the eyes. Oh
well, off to mail a record!
I topped off my tires with floorpump; stiff but
well under the max because the
inner tubes are a little brittle. It's an old 10
speed and when I pedal the 2-lane
blacktop no-hands
inhaling salt air of ocean inlet, I travel back in
time to when
life was less cluttered and the future was more
than something to be dreaded.
At post office, spoke of the narrowly averted
calamity of Aldrich
Fire, then on
the
ride back I was shown the wreckage
of amateur July 4th fireworks display
that literally went
sideways and blew a hole in this
boat, sending people flying.
Dragonflies live only two weeks, but it seems
longer because they don't blink.
Close your eyes, leave the body behind--you won't
so much fly as slowly
rise.
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